Oh no!!!! exams are coming again.. omg... todae is mondae.. first dae of my study week... well.. i maybe here saeing this.. but wif an blink of the eye.. its going to be over v soon.. this time.. the exams are kinda of like our mid year in secondary school.. BUT ITS GOT THE WEIGHTAGE OF THE FINAL EXAM! can u imagine tt?? 60%.. wa... and one discouraging news... i failed digital fundamentals... dang.... hiaz.. sad..6/20.. my first failure in semester one.. hope there is nt going to be anymore.. CAUSE.. wad is left is my main papers!!! well... jia you everyone for their exams! cailing, maurice, huiting, saraphina, elizebeth, bao, jerome, shuting, yvonne, dun jiu, wenhui, seng guan, and everyone i noe!... jia you wor!!!!!!!!1
I'm Hugged On 9:07 AM

Home alone dae 2... arrrrrrr... i am going crazy at home.. have weird slping hours and imaginating stupid things.. thx to tt stupid chinese show yesterdae... i cannot slp....somemore... these 2 daes.. the house is so quiet... wa... the show was abt ppl putting animal DNA in human food... then when the ppl consume the food.. and they go to slp.. they will slpwalk as the animal.. like for example... the person who has eaten the food containing cheetah's DNA... the person will slpwalk like a cheetah... hunting for wildlife and eat... the disgusting part is... u eat like a wild animal... no cooking.. jus bite straight from the live stock and so on... in the end.. one of the main character also go and eat her cat..(onli she dont noe abt it)... disgusting rite? and the main character is a person who sets up a research centre.. something like x files u noe.. lolx... so he goes along investigating abt this... then there is this mysterious guy who funds the research centre.. and guess wad is the ending... the mysterious guy was sitting calmly in the restaurant eating raw meat.. OMG.... can u believe this?? after i saw the ending.. i seriously cant slp.. cause i keep tinking abt the show.. wad will happen if i fall asleep.. and become like tt... OMG.. tink abt it..lolx... rampage... and nobody at home somemore.. nobody to stop me or anything.. lolx... so i jus keep opening my eyes.. until abt 7am.. then i finally felt so tired tt i fall asleep.. lame rite.. lolx... todae also... go and eat supper wif maurice jus now at 1am.. lolx.. haven eat dinner ma.. hehehe... then after tt we all go our seperate ways already.. then found out tt i left my keys back there at the table.. omg.. lucky........... its so late tt nobody bothers to clear the table.. and my key is still there... IF NT... I WILL BE STUCK OUTSIDE MY HSE WIF MY AIR CON AND COMPUTER ON FOR NTH... nobody's at home to open tt dang door for me... secondly... when i was walking... alone the passage way home.. the lights fade out as i walk pass it... err... quite concidential rite? lolx... 7th month lehz.. dun play play.. lolx.. i quicken my step until the lift... hahaha... dun play play.. this kinda of thing better be safe then sry.. LOLX... make me cannot slp for 2 daes... now DOTA until 6.20am.. going to slp le.. hahaha.. i feel so naughty... skipping maths tutorial.. hahaha... tml got sch at 12pm... 6 more hrs of slp.. bye bye!
I'm Hugged On 10:52 AM

Tribute to all the women i noe

So amazing how this world was made
I wonder if GOD is a woman
The gift of life astounds me to this day
I give it up for the woman
She's the constant wind that fills my sail
Ohhhhhh that woman
With her smile and her style,my
She'll protect like a child
That's a woman
She'll put a smile upon yah face
And take you to that (ah) higher place
So don't you under estimate
The strength of a woman
Woke up this morning
I got up with the scent of a woman
Jus picture if you could what life would be
Ain't much good without a woman
She can nag and be a constant pain
Ohhhh that woman
But those hips she's got me whipped
And it's just to hard to resist
What a woman
Tender lips that's so so sweet
Gentle words she softly speaks
Such an angel when we need
GOD bless the ground beneath her feet
She can take you on a high
Be your comfort when you cry
But if you look into her eyes
You'll see the strength of a woman
Strength of a woman
I'm Hugged On 6:26 AM

Wow... exams are coming.. this week is project week and pratical week.. hahaha...(the school plans it this way so tt students dun absent themselves during the last week of school) muz study hard already.. todae is my last dae of slacking.. so here i am blogging the last time.. TILL THE EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!... hahahaha... nth to rite also.. so sian... well i am quite proud of myself todae...^_^ hehehe... my internet and computer fundamentals got 25/30... hehehehe.. my ckt quiz got 46/50... hehehehehe.... but one thing i still cant get over it... Ouyang tt shithead... he jus anyhow do... got higher than me... waaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... while i put in so much effort inside... i placed the nudging text and scrolling mouse... songs tt u see at my blog.. i fixed them for about one whole dae... and yet ouyang complete his pages jus in one dae... perharps maybe he got a video and i dun hav it.. tt's y his higher then me.. sad case.. sobs ="( (but nvm.. the difference is onli one mark... lolx... but i still cant take it!!! argh!! jus let me complain!!!!b4 i go crazy) well.. first of all.. i am all alone now... in my life once.. i got 3 great friends... one is currently studying.. i dun blame her... studies always come first... the second one is gone wif the wind... in a relationship and dun care abt her friends anymore... tt one is already dead in my heart.... reali hope i wont see her again... and the third one.. within my grasp... nv talk nv see... i am jus an extra... jus for tt moment when she needed me.. we talked like there was no tomorrow.. anything and everything under the sun.. but ever since poly started... our conversations jus dun last.. nt even for 5 mins... i seriously tell u... sometimes i get so turned off and angry tt u close the conversation when i am talking to u.. jus like rite now... tt's is one of the reasons i loathe talking to u recently.. 1. u dun respect wad i am trying to sae to u....2. u are nt listening to wad i am trying to tell u.... 3. wad i sae can be lost in the process.. in the end.. i also dunno whether u noe wad i am talking.. nv reply one... so disappointed... i tot i hav found someone to reali pour my troubles to... but its over... somethings are better nt to be told... things are to be kept best to urself.. once u tell one... the word wil spread... no matter how trustworthy ur friends are... its nt ur friends who tell the word... (jerome.. i bet tt u muz be complaining or trying to picture ur self under the 3 ppl.. lolx.. pray hard then.. u will nv guess who they are.. seriously.. i regretted giving u the address) DISAPPOINTEDDDD!!!!!!!! hiaz... so... from now on.. maybe keeping everything to myself will solve the problems.. need no friends... jus walk alone to pursue ur dreams... anyway.. they seem to make use of me... every single one of them.... jus like tt dae eston reminded me... i was waiting for a cab at the bus stop.. cause the bus stop dun hav the bus tt i wan to take home.. but eston do... while walking to the bus stop.. i saw a woman carrying alot of stuff... and she was waiting for a cab also.. suddenly this question flashed across my mind... if i wait a cab at the bus stop.. wouldnt i be cutting off tt woman's cab.. i mean she is carrying so many things..y dun i let her take first... anyway.. i am nt on a hurry to go home... but there is one sentence tt eston said made me tink abt it... if u let others... u are jus being cruel to urself.. cause if i let tt woman take tt cab first... wouldnt i miss a cab myself.. in the end.. i will hav to wait longer for anoher cab... anyway.. she wil nt recongnise u or sae thank you or be extremely grateful to u tt u allow her to take her cab first... tt is the bad point of view.. but come to tink back abt it.. using this anology... u can treat others well.. ppl may or may nt appreciated..i dun care whether its appreciated or nt.. as long as that person is happy... but when u need help nobody comes.. that is jus so fine.. i am nt trying to help others so tt i can rely on tt person the next time i need help... i jus hate the feeling of being used... ppl tt onli talk to u when u are bored... ppl tt onli sae hi if they see u... ppl tt onli come to u when they seriously need help.. and u jus give it all jus to help them... even if u stay up the whole nite to complete it... but does tt person noes tt? no... ok.. nvm... did the person appreciate wad u did? no.. maybe yes...(god bless him then).. ok.. now.. u need help.. all of them jus disappear.... i hate tt kinda of feeling.. it jus sux... i dare to sae... nobody... i haven seen anyone.... nv ever in my life... put in the same effort as i put in for the same person when i seek help... nv ever........ and i tot tt after we chatted on msn.. we would be closer... and u can be the first one.. but no... sometimes.. i wish i can jus throw away all my problems..or.. jus keep everything to myself.. let my eyes be the judge of character... keep my mouth shut and talk when onli needed to... i was so shocked tt i can dun talk to anyone when i am nt spoken to for one whole week... record rite? does tt noe me in secondary school.. i am nt like tt... well.. i like it this way... maybe it will be the way from todae on.. the new zihao...
I'm Hugged On 7:44 AM

Hahahahaha.. todae went all the way until geylang there to eat bu fei..(bu fei = buffet.. it does nt mean "nt fat"..lolx...) anyway.. buffet makes u fat... wa.. i tell u lor.. this is the first and the last time i am entering into tt restaurant. First of all.. the customer service sux to the max... we enter the shop and nobody walks forward to serve us. Secondly... we sat down for like 15 minutes then the guy comes along with the menu. Thirdly.... the workers there are like so slack until got one customer waited for like 1 hour plus and got so fed up and walked inside the kitchen and scolded all the workers... cause she was like the second table to reach the restaurant and we were like the fourth or fifth table and yet we got out dishes and she did nt... well..... the chilli soup sux too... when u put it in ur mouth.. onli the taste of chilli oil.. its jus like drinking chilli oil if u ask me... lolx.. but nt bad lahz.. the food there is fresh.. and all the chicken and pork slices are thin and tender.... if onli the service of the restaurant was better.. i guess there wil be more customers going into the restaurant... dun sae i critise ppl until like tt.. but when u walk into the restaurant... u can see yesterdae's leftover dishes down there nt cleared.. u noe wad i mean then.. the workers there are like so slack lo.. lolx... aiyah.. blog till here le.. gtg and do my project le...
I'm Hugged On 2:41 AM

Argh... mondae blues again.. so sian.. this is a busy week for me... and so is huiting... so many presentation and tests... jia you wor!! the holidaes are coming... jus hang on for a little longer!!! then its going to be play, play, play!!! shuting... dun be too sad.... cheer up.. i will always be there for u!! ^_^.. and tingting.. lolx... dun be too upset toooooooooo.. cheer up... and saraphina, bao, elizebeth.. prelims and o's are coming!! jia you wor! jerome.. go on for ur final exam!!... i am sure u will do well... u ass...lolx.. and lastly... i dunno y i miss u so much.. but i reali dun wish to see u.... glad u are so happy wif him.. take care...
I'm Hugged On 8:06 AM

Argh!.. finally got time to blog.. wa so busy nowadaes... zZz... homework and homework.. but once again. i am decieving myself.. for the past month.. i dunno wasted how much money on lan games already... but once again... i reali regretted it... one of my stupid classmates was addicted to it after playing it once.. and asked the whole gang of them to join in the game.. i was dragged along.. well... peer influence perharps.... i dun wan to be a wet blanket.. but now i am serious.. i am nt going to play lan anymore.. i mean.. exams are coming.. this coming week i got 5 quizes.. OMG.... then furthermore.. my main exams are starting near the early september!!!!.. i need to buck up!.. so many things i am nt sure of.. GOD BLESS ME!... hiaz.. suddenly the pace pick up.. and there are so many things to do.. including projects and all the stuff... argh!!! wasted plenty of time play tt stupid game... lame...... and now both sides are lost... u wasted my time.. ask me go there and play lan and u stupid loser.. walk out of the game halfway.. wad a jerk lo... its nt abt commanding ppl.. but wad i feel is tt if u dun gain respect... and u command ppl, who will listen to u.. furthermore.. if the reali do wad u sae.. they wil get "killed"... who wans to listen to u?? may it be life or in game... but a good leader does things himself most of the time, rather than let others do things for him.. its jus like.. somethings its better to do it urself... if u dont go and defend ur own base.. u expect others to do wad u dont wan to do?? tt is totally ridiculous... and i cant believe i met a loser like u... u call me to go.. and i withdraw out my money... then in the end.. u left halfway.......... so lame... i intended to go home and study one.. but in the end.............. a wasted trip...... and the best of all.. u left without telling anyone at all... tt is jus so good.. any idiot will tink tt u are a LOSER!!!! cannot take downfall... actually.. let me tell u the truth... it reali gets on my nerves hearing u talk abt DOTA in class... u are like the Mr know it all... tt's y they sae... empty vessels make the most noise... and one more sentence to u... better to keep ur mouth shut then to remove it wif all doubt.... dun hao lian tt u noe everything....
I'm Hugged On 11:23 AM

Argh!!!.. wad is happening to me!!!! i feel so stupid and useless suddenly.. i jus felt so helpless... my work are pilling up and everything is getting more and more difficult.. i told myself nt to be so stressed up.. but competition is jus so tense... now all i tink abt is how many marks i lost in a test.. not how many marks i obtain in a test.. everything is going so wrong.. i seriously need a break from everything... plz god.. guide me through this part of my life.. i reali dun noe wad to do already.. sry ppl.. my tagboard dunno wad happen to it.. i will fix it when i am free...
I'm Hugged On 8:01 AM