waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa........ all my data is gone... stupid computer.. also dunno wad's going on in there... nt even 3 mths and starting to spoil already... everything tt i had stored in there.. downloaded for the past 3 mths are all gone... nvm lo... jus download again... wahahahaha.. ting come back todae le...(where is my present.. teeehehe...no lahz.. jking onli...) my head is spinning rite nw... terrible headache.. wa..so bored at home lo... further more.. com like tt also... hiaz... I jus felt so alone u noe... i noe tt i will nv understand u.. maybe i am nt putting enuff effort to understand u... well.. i reali hope tt u can be comfortable and talk to me... nt like onli choosing stuff to talk... i dun wish tt any of my friends to talk to me hiding this and hiding tt.. i jus wan u to be straightforward and sae wadever u wan to sae to me.. tt is wad i call a conversation.. and nt hide stuff here and there.. i respect ur decisions in keep the stuff tt u wan.. i am nt expecting u to pour out everything... well.. i reali wish tt our conversations can be relaxed... cause there are many things tt i wan to sae it to u.. but the atmosphere is nt rite...hmm.. hw shuld i sae tt? i mean if u are nt going to tell me the things tt are deep in ur heart.. i cant reali establish a trust to tell u mine.. well.. tt is wad i feel though... i mean its still up to u if u dont wanna sae... (sad to sae... the best conversation tt i ever had with u was last year near christmas.. tt part where we actually.... i mean tt conversation reali helps me put down all my troubles for a moment.. cause wad i kept inside all along was said out.. although i totally regretted it... but for tt moment... i actually felt v comforted...) well.. its all ur decision.. i am nt forcing u or wad... i noe tt u still treat me as a good friend... hahaha... but sometimes i jus wished tt we had both the same priorties in our heart....hahaha... how lucky are u.. to tell u the truth.. i admire u and her so much.. and sometimes.. i am reali jealous.... tt y i hav nt found a friend like u.. maybe it jus takes time... maybe i had already found tt person.. but did nt cherish my chances...i was reali hoping tt she will be the one... maybe i am close.. maybe i am nt...i jus suddenly felt so lonely.. well...i still got great friends near me.. i will cherish them too.. hahaha... but sometimes i reali cannot stand him sia!! wa lau.... the big, brave and mr know it all, the commentator... mr PAP to be... still got wad.. the big planner for the future..young boss of 2005... mr poser... reali pisses me off sometimes... wa lau eh... in one dae... he jus did at least 5 things tt pisses me off.. first he comes my hse wif his sister's laptop... and force me to watch bleach wif him again.. ask me to on bleach for him to watch... i tot somebody said tt it was a sucky show? dun wan to watch it.. then in the end enjoy it so much.. tt he wans to rewatch it again.. then start introducing to freddie like its his anime like tt.. plz lor... dun force ppl to watch wad they dont like lahz.. furthermore its my com.. and its the anime tt i introduced to u.. sucky dont watch lahz.. still ask ppl to watch it wif u for wad... then play hero siege.. act pro.. go -random.. then ask me to open 2 lanes.. in the end.. leak like shit.. then the 2nd time we play.. nobody wans to go for the boss wave... all wan to get the mob and get money onli... wth.. then muradin stage die onli wan me to open 2 lanes for u... tt time i die u also nv open for me.. give me some crap excuses tt u hav lo... then still so loud somemore.. my dad scold me like hell lo... then expect me to off my speaker at ur convienence.. did u ever turn down ur speaker for mine? sae the music v irritating... then after tt my mother asked u to stay for dinner.. u still complained abt the food.. saeing stuff like the fish tastes like potato chips.. eh.. hello.. be blessed tt u have free food served to u ok.. still complain wad... then still act like u noe everything like tt..wad shares of the SIA and so on... plz lor.. dont complain abt them.. if they crumble then no more singapore airlines lo... wad power do u hav to critise wad investments they make... are u the director of SIA? are u the president of SIA? if nt.. plz keep ur mouth shut.. and p.s... i hate ur know it all attitude and even if u one dae find out my blog and happen to noe tt i am riting abt u... plz feel free to come and approach me.. u can critise me back for all i care.. if i dun like wad u do.. i will sae it out. i am tt straightforward.. if u dont like wad i do.. u can always do the same thing back to me.. i am fine wif tt.. and if u like to comment abt a movie so much.. next time u can watch a movie urself.. and comment all to jerome for all i care.. plz.. dun come and tell me stuff like tt... i am sick and tired of hearing all tt...
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