Hiaz.. life is so sad eh???? everyone around me.. one by one.. are feeling so depressed... kinda of irony eh?? when i was sad... everyone kinda of happy and joyful.. nw i am alrite...... everyone around me is feeling depressed.. either one matter or another.... i reali hope to help.. but it seems to me tt i am jus a hinderance to them.. saeing all the unecessary stuff to them.. which may jus make them more depressed... i jus dunno wad to sae to comfort them.. cause i reali appreciate tt they were there for me when i was sad and down.. but nw.. i am unable to help them back in anyway.. i can onli stand there and watch helplessly.. the best i can do is to provide a listening ear for them... some will sae tt this is the best u can do.. but i dont feel tt this is enuff... i wan to help more.. when i am happy.. i wan my friends to be happy too... joys are meant to be shared... so i seriously hope tt they will once again smile and return to their cheerful selves!!! (huiting.. i seriously hope tt u can find ur thumbdrive... and i seriously wan to help u... i dont wan u to put all the blame on urself... cause nobody is perfect and we all make mistakes...... bao... i am still so confused wad is happening.. up rite till nw.. i onli noe tt u are depressed... but i will still be there to lend u a listening ear.. as for ting ting.. jus stay happy ok??? although i reali reali dunno wad to sae to u... but deep down.. i reali hope tt u stay happy....!) hiaz..hahahaha... todae finally.. my first test is being returned...! CKT!.. i was kinda of glad and relieved... although i am nt reali satisfied wif my results.... if i sae u all surely scold me one.. i got 81/100... but i am 5th in class... the reason i am nt happy is because i wanted to ensure tt i can make it in to aerospace... and aerospace.. i heard is onli the top 10% of mechatronics.. and do some maths plz... 10% * 300 = 30... so on average there are 15 classes... so to make it.. i muz be top 3 every subject.. argh!! so stressed... whew.. luckily.. i nv fail my CKT lab test.. although i was one of the lowest..19/30.. but i was so glad tt i nv fail my lab test.. whew! i promise to put more effort nw.. although i dun reali like the teacher!!!.. todae got lectured by my parents.. learned alot todae.. learn how to control my temper more.. i felt tt i sometimes kinda of rude... especially to my parents.. i am sry.. but its always tt kinda of sudden uptight mood... i jus burst out the rude reply.. come back to tink abt it.. daddy was rite to lecture me abt tt... i am sry.. but nt trying to use this as an excuse.. but sometimes i am reali stressed and the tone tt u all talk to me... i always give u all tt kinda of rude ans.. i will try to control myself more.. i promise!.. furthermore.. i reali hope to cut out the habit of scolding vulgarities... i reali hope bao change tt habit also... well.. stop here le.. tml still got sch!!.. HOPE U FIND UR THUMB DRIVE!!!!! take good care my friends.. especially u ar miss s.. hahaha.... exams around the corner!!!
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