Hahahahahahahah.. so bored... so down here lo.. LOLX.. its seems to me like its a becoming a habit already...well.. wad can actually happen in one single dae? i guess nt much also.. hiaz.. todae the whole dae i was distracted by long lo.. he addicted to DOTA already.. looks like we are going to have another team mate wif us.. LOLX...( but i guess his reaction is still abit retarted.. LOLX... after i death ward him for abt 7 seconds... then he started to run....by tt time his already dead.. LOLX...actually i wan to buy radiance and rape him more.. but i went for dinner halfway.. and let him earn.. play somemore i may lose.. i then dun wan him to gloat tml abt his stupid victory.. LOLX...) wednesdae... wednesdae shall be the dae... where i will own!!.. i wanna see how good tt idoit is... sae until he like v pro like tt... hahahahahahaha.......... but i am nt exactly tt good also... sooooooooo... need to buck up also.. but actually.. who cares so much abt one stupid game... argh!! i am so distracted... i dun care.. after wednesdae i am nt going to play at lan shop anymore.. until the holidaes or something.. study, study, study!!!!!!!!!!! projects are also coming.. although nt like huiting and maurice... so many projects.. for maurice case.. i dun even noe whether its true.. LOLX..sianz ar.. cannot slp at nite.. everydae so tired.. reach home and wait till abt 11pm to slp... but how i noe... by 11am.. suddenly i felt v refreshed.. dun feel like slping anymore.. somemore like so stressed???????? suddenly all the numbers all will appear.. and it seems to me tt i cannot solve them no matter wad... wad's worse is i got a nitemare.. i dreamt tt i failed by 0.1% for continuously for 4 years.. tt means 4 years from now.. i am still a freshman.... can u believe tt??? and i failed because i am too tense... wry tt this will come out and tt will come out.. i even dig out my secondary books to read up... but no matter wad i do... i cannot pass... for the whole of 4 years... can u believe tt? and it was sooooooooooo real... cause i saw ouyang laughing at me... LOLX... he said something tt i will nv ever forget.. (btw.. i dunno y its him) but suddenly there was a bedok green gathering... and it so happened tt EVERY BODY TURNED UP... NT EVEN ONE MISSING.. EVERY SINGLE PERSON IN THE EXPRESS STREAM... EVEN BERNARD KAY.. TURNED UP... and suddenly they were talking abt their achievements... there are too many ppl talking.. but i onli remember a few ppl... jerome became a lawyer... and he has jus won a few big cases... talking abt current affairs... jie sheng became a pilot and promoted to captain..(kinda of miracle rite?? but i tink wad happens in the dream wont come true... rite?? LOLX...>_<) and then suddenly.. the attention turned to me... " so how.. zihao? wad are u doing now??? hahaha... y are u so quiet throughout the conversation..." and i actually said it v sadly..." i am taking my first year in mechatronics.. cause i failed 4 years... now is my fifth..." then suddenly.. ouyang.. laughed so loudly... and said... " wah lau eh.. zihao ar.. 4 years already still stuck down there ar??? i botak already(means tt his in NS) u still stuck down there ar??? suay sia.. looks like u reali love TP.. LOLX" and he laugh so loudly tt everyone at the place looked at me... suddenly every single person turned and laugh... all pointing fingers and saeing their own part of critisism... "aiyoh... loser sia.. stuck in such a low cutoff point for so long....", "LOLX... i tot ppl v good in secondary school one.. can teach ppl somemore...in the end still hao lian sia... now look at u... where are u now???", "omg... u are a total disappointment man... plz dun tell ppl u noe me when u go out and work.. oh.. i am so sry.. i forgot it is still ur FIRST YEAR IN TP.. since u are already stuck there for 4 years.. i tink u will kinda of continue.. until perharps... err.... the moon turn into cheese??*sadistic laughter*..." after tt i woke up le... can u actually believe tt??? i pespire so much tt the next dae my mother has to change the bed sheet for me...( i did nt pee in my bed..-_-"") this is even worst then all the nitemare abt horrors add up all together... i reali need another break real bad... i going to break down real soon... didnt noe talking to u on msn is a burden to u too... i am sry...
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