Wow.. time passes so quickly.. this shuld be my fourth week in the polytechnic.. sry for nt blogging so long.. KaOz.. quite busy these few daes..LOLX... or sorta lazy these daes.. keep tinking abt studies.. i reali dont wish to repeat any of my subjects.. seriously.. i dont wan to waste time taking the subjects which i can pass in one go.. anyway.. i dont wish to make empty promises again to my parents and disappoint them anymore.. so i shall cherish my chances and work v v v hard... i dont wan them to worry abt mi... these few weeks.. went for rugby training.. learn hw to pass and hw to actually play the game..(well.. i certainly wan to make it into the contact team.. cause i reali suck at touch rugby... i so big size.. BLEAHZ) *pray hard* tt i make it into the team.. i reali wan to play rugby!!!!!!!!!! it ROX!!!) haha... the guys are so friendly.. AND BTW.. I MADE MORE FRIENDS..LOLX..anyhw rite??? lolx... cause i at the rugby the coach keep calling mi "big size" BLEAHZ... i dont reali like it.. but no choice.. cause cannot blame him also ma.. he dont noe our name also.. LOLX.. fred kinda of disappointed.. cause he tinks tt he cannot make it into the team then he also abit half hearted to join rugby already.. he is going cause i am going. HAHA.. as for bernard.. i dont noe where he is already.. i dont tink his tt kinda of guy tt will commit himself into a CCA.. LOLX... well.. as for my class.. i am beginning to see the true colours of the whole class.. every single ones... there is another guy which i can add to my IDOITS' LIST... LOLX... HE IS RANKED NUMBER 1.. SO FAR.. HE KEEPS GIVING PPL NAMES AS IRRITANTS.. HAV U EVER TOT TT IF U CALLED PPL IRRITATING? U MUZ BE MORE IRRITATING TO NOTICE TT HE IS IRRITATING? cannot stand him sia... to be more surprising.. i like the malays in my class. they are quite nice ppl... although older than mi... i like them.. haha... andre is a nice guy.. good listener.. LOLX... i seldom praise guys.. overall... i am still so sad tt i cannot reali blend in.. as in mix around in groups in secondary school.. LOLX.. cause everydae.. after sch.. if there is nth on.. i will rush home and do homework.. LOLX(i am advance by everyone at least by 2 tutorials in every subjects, so tt's y u can see mi here!!) i sort of felt tt i am being left out... cause after class they always plan to go and play pool and enjoy themselves.. go and play badminton, tennis and hang around at the student lounge.. but i reali dont hav the mood to do tt... nw i noe hw u feel saraphina.. LOLX..i will try to mix around.. maybe it jus takes time.. HAHA.. jus like hw i forgot abt u.. i dont hav anymore feelings for u anymore.. well.. we shuld a look ahead and walk on.. no use looking back and hav full of regrets.. haha.. i jus wish tt u enjoy ur life and stay happy... sry to use u huiting..u shuld noe wad i mean.. HAHA... i am in a good mood todae.. LOLX.. ACCDENTALLY IN LOVE!!!!! HAHA... TAKE CARE MY FRIENDS.. LESSONS AT 10AM TML...
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