Wa... todae finally.. gotten rid of wad i had hope to get rid of for the past 2 months.. finally.. a burden off my shoulders... todae i finally raised enuff courage to go for the minor surgery... well.. a moment of pain rather than prolong pain rite? i decided to eat before going for it.. cause i got a feeling tt its going to be so painful till i dont hav the appetite to eat anymore after the surgery.. well.. so i ate a plate of char kway teow.. lolx.. honestly.. it suck.. i dont noe y i often go there and eat when i was young.. but no choice.. dont reali got other food to eat already.. LOLX.. so calmly finished up my food.. then after tt proceeded inside the clinic.. waited for abt half an hour like tt.. then finally.. the time has come... enter the room where i see the doctor.. well.. she is a nice lady.. wif 7 kids.. (i heard tt from my mother one.. i nv see personally..haha.. but driving a MCV sure comes wif a big familiy...LOLX..) she greeted mi.. asked me wad happened and after tt said tt my "corn" was infected.. so called viral wart or something like tt.. zZz.. so she said tt i had to brace myself while she cuts the corn and let the "pus" inside leak out... well.. i dont like the word "brace" but i've got no choice but to do so.. haha... then after tt i proceeded to the next room to sit down on the bed.. v soon comes a attendant.. (she's quite pretty.. teehehe.. or shuld i sae.. CUTE?.. HAHA...) ok.. lets get this aside.. LOLX.. then the doctor starts coming in to peel off the skin of the "corn".. it hurts ok.. ok.. let mi explain wad is a "corn" first.. its a viral infection.. jus like ringworms and so on.. but it is grown normally on the sole of the feet.. furthermore.. mine is infected..(cause i nv take good care of it.. hehe...) so the feeling is jus like u placing a thumbtack on the floor and u jus keep stepping on it as u walk.. tt's the feeling.. walking wif toes everydae.. tt feeling sux okies.. nw still need to do tt a little.. cause it reali hurts.. so there she goes.. peeling off the skin with the tweezers.. or wadever tt u call tt.. and a scissors.. then applying the antiseptic lotion.. DETOL.. then after tt she goes out.. attending to the next patient.. hiaz.. the suspense is reali killing mi lo.. LOLX.. then suddenly the attendant comes in again.. this time she opens the cupboard and take out a syringe and a few bottles of medcine.. err... when i saw the syringe, my goosebumps start coming out.. i tot its onli one jab.. still nt so serious.. keep telling myself nt to worry about anything.. as long as i pulled thru tt one jab.. its over.. LOLX.. then she comes in.. and u noe wad did she sae..? she said " i am nt going to lie to u.. but this injection will reali hurts.." WOW..-_-"" tt's some facts.. at least she told mi the truth and i had some preparations for it.. well.. imagine.. those tt take BCG when we are primary 6.. did tt hurt? well.. as the sole of our feet have more nerve endings than most of the other body parts, the sensation of feelings are more stronger there.. so imagine.. something tt is more painful than BCG.. WOW.. but its ok.. cause i tink BCG onli got 1mml.. or something like tt.. well.. tt injection was filled wif anesatatic..(dunno hw to spell..) so she injected 4 times.. each time 0.5mml.. so tt the medcine can take effect faster.. wow.. i almost fainted? my head was spinning all along due to the pain.. then after tt she told mi to lie down.. and relax myself.. while we talked abt sch.. i told her wad i do in sch and so on.. blah blah blah.. until she keep proding mi wif the scissors... and ask mi whether its painful or nt.. well.. of course its painful lahz.. then she said tt the anesatetic has nt settled in yet.. so she asked mi to wait while she attends to the other patients... when she comes back.. she used the scissors to prod the corn again.. then of course, once again.. i dont feel any difference.. furthermore.. i feel more pain even when nobody touching it.. still suffering from the aftermath of the injection(i dare to sae i am a whim or a pampered kid.. but take a look at this ok.. i am nt tt type tt will scream and shout out of small matters... imagine this.. u are wide awake.. the somebody gives u 4 injections on ur wound.. furthermore.. keeps pulling out the dead skin surrounding ur wound..well.. hw does tt feel?) then once again.. she decided.. to do another injection of anestatic.. i was like ....-_-"""".. no choice.. its either pain nw or pain later.. so once again.. i braced myself to accept another 4 shots of injection.. ok... lets do some maths.. tt will be 8 shots of something like BCG injections.. by tt time i was already pale and breathless already.. cold sweat starts coming out from my legs and hands.. my limbs are already "cold" already.. due to the pain.. then my mother steps in... to take a look at the situation.. haha... mummy.. u are the best.. i luv u.. she comes in and encourages mi.. standing by my side and let mi hold her hand..(i almost crushed her hand due to the pain.. sry...) again.. this time when she goes in deeper of the "corn" the pain is more intense.. then again.. she decides to inject another 4 shots.. (for the courtesy of ppl who are lazy to count.. tt is 12 shots..) by tt time.. i was already like closing my eyes.. and the world is spinning.. i dont even hav the strength to sit up and watch the surgery anymore.. then she continues to pull and pull.. she saes tt my skin is too thick -_-".. then as she goes in and saes tt she can see the inside already.. she gave mi another 4 jabs...!!! ( tt's total 16 jabs altogether... normally.. ppl onli need 1 time.. -_-""" i need 16 times more than the others..) after tt 16 jabs.. tears welled out of my eyes continuously..(of course i am nt crying.. well.. reflex action?? i was in extreme pain..) then after tt she began wif the laser treatment.. well.. its something like a soldering iron.. i tink u guys noe wad i mean.. except tt the tip is a piece of wire.. by tt time i was already half-conscious.. or shuld i sae tt i am half dead... all i can see wif my half opened eyes are smoke rising.. and u are wondering.. where do u get smoke. the answer is tt she is using the thing to cut my skin.. in the process due to heat.. there is smoke produced.. OMG.. without the 16 shots.. i guess i may die already.. LOLX.. then after tt i tried to sit up and look.. cause i dont feel pain anymore.. the anestatic has kicked in.. then i was like half dead mode.. so i dont noe wad is she doing.. so i wanted to sit up and look.. but my mother asked mi to lie down... cause its nt reali the scene tt i wan to see.. she saes tt there is alot of blood and disgusting "pus".. as she was a nurse last time.. she was used to this scene.. and the attendant was like so afraid to even touch it.. so i guess its quite scary ba.. in 5 more mins.. she finished everything.. wad i see is onli a whole tray of bloody cotton wool and bloody gloves.. then the wound is dressed up.. finally, it is completed.. wow.. i sit up.. to find tt the whole bed is wet wif my pespiration.. and i still dont dare to walk properly.. although she told mi tt it is alrite to step on the ground... then i cannot even walk properly.. she was so nice to help mi massage my calve..so as to enhance the blood circulation.. meanwhile i waited outside to collect my medcine and medical certificate.. the pain is killing mi.. especially the four points where the 16 shots were injected.. on the way home.. i even need the support of my mum.. (mum.. i love u) haha.. tml they going to KL already.. once again.. i am home alone. but she jus cannot stop worrying abt mi.. haha.. they are afraid tt i nv take care of the wound and then it grows back again..*touch wood*.. i dont wan another repeat of this incident again anymore.. i hope daddy and mummy enjoy their holidae wor... haha... i going to miss sch.. doctor gave mi 2 daes MC cause she dont wan mi to walk around too much.. afraid tt the wound may tear and worsen again.. argh!.. i am going to miss a lot of important lessons.. drawing - i tink they are going to start using the computer to draw.. i wil miss tt first lesson... maths - i will miss functions... hiaz.. dont even understand.. Digital fundimental - i will miss the new topic i tink.. KAOZ..somemore i will miss the quiz.. hope tt the shanghai tutor will allow mi to take the quiz.. Pretty PLZZZZ? i wan my 10% of my CA! i miss my friends.. (except for those 2.. but due to improvement in conduct.. they are alrite nw.. at least they nv sae anything..) miss all my friends.. all my secondary sch friends.. sry but u are nt included in the list.. i dont even give a damn whether u are reading this or nt.. u stupid hypocrite.. i reali regret the time tt i spend wif u.. complete waste of time... jus get out of my sight for nw.. so much abt caring for u in the past and encouraging u... nw u moved on and there is no need to care abt old friends anymore..? u may give the excuse tt ur handphone spoil, v busy, father use handphone.. like i care? do u tink i give a damn abt it? as for v busy.. dont give mi tt excuse.. there is a v simple thing called the sms.. the first s stands for "short".. well.. since its short.. can u reply mi when u go to the toilet, in between breaks and so many other times.. but did u? NOOOOOOO. u did nt.. so for nw.. jus get out of my sight.. i dont wish to see u anymore.. plz.. dont drag ur boyfriend into this.. dont make mi hate him also.. i shall stop here.. so late le.. 2.55am.. take care my friends...(ps.. hi jerome)
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