Hiaz... todae when for the undressing of the bandage.. reached there around 11.30pm.... but to be amazed...i woke up at 9.40am.. without an alarm clock or anything.. no disturbance or wadso ever..
i jus woke up(ok.. maybe to pee.. high tide ar...) but come to tink abt it.. i onli had 7 hours of slp.. and i did nt even take a nap at all.. (ok.. i did... err.. dozed off when i was counting d fund.. i was so tired tt i came up formulaes or my own.. LOLX.. cannot solve one.. but i dont noe y i still continue to count wif my own made formulae..HAHA)wa.. looks like i missed out alot of lessons todae.. hiaz.. so0 sad sia.. no choice but to study at home myself.. haha... well.. nobody is at home.. once again.. i am home alone.. sian.. they will onli be back on saturdae... and i tink at nite one.. they went KL.. i cannot contact them.. but mummy did call mi from overseas.. (going thru alot of difficulties.. she got thru at last... so glad to hear her voice..) i am going crazy at home.. i keep talking to the wall.. and furthermore.. todae i am nt myself.. i am damn motivated to study myself.. keep studying.. nt even tempted to play at all... maybe isolation is good for mi eh.. jus like the good old times.. when i lived alone.. haha.. so quiet the hse is.. but nvm.. i m used to it already.. LOLX... MY COM IS SPOIL... OMG.. AT A TIME WHEN I MOST NEEDED IT!! OMG... CANNOT PLAY MARTHON ANYMORE.. MY DREAMS AND HOPE ARE SHATTERED..Hope tt my com get well tml.. hope my uncle can make it.. sian sia... THIS SUX.. i am nt desperately using my dad's com.. seriously.. i reali need some1 to talk too... thanks to ting ting , carmen, wai sum, jennifer and huiting to talk to mi.. if nt.. i siao already.. LOL.. as for u.. i got nth to sae already.. i had already given up on.. although u constantly flashes up in my mind... i jus cant keep tinking hw stupid i am.. but this is mi... but jus one dae... plz get out of my life.. i hope no more ppl will be hurt like mi anymore... scars tt will nv heal...
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