Haha... now the time is 3.58a.m(15-5-2005).. suffering from a sleepless nite again.. lolx.. well.. i dont reali hav much time to enjoe though..(although i haven been enjoying myself much) but i tink tt this holidae.. too many things happened in a v v short period of time... too many problems can actually drive u crazy.. this holidae has let me to learn to be more optimistic.. things are nt always in ur way... sometimes.. obstacles are there so tt it can make u stronger dae by dae.. thx mummy for being there when i needed u.. i tink i can solve my problems myself.. dont worry too much abt mi.. i am eating well and living well.. u muz take care of urself and stay happy.. u dont look too bright also.. muz be having alot of troubles deep inside of u.. i can reali sense it.. well.. if u read this, feel free to call mi anytime... my phone has been temporary revived... Muahahaha... thx alot of ppl... including vone and so on... thx for being there when i needed u all... i sincerly hope tt u will be happy too... hiaz..sae until like i going to die like tt.. lolx.. for those who noe mi.. i am lazy to blog both sides...(although i jus copy and paste onli.. nt much effort.. but still LAZY.. lolx) u will noe where to find mi.. hehe(^_^) (BTW.. its already stated in the first blog.. so guys.. plz READ?) hope tt my final problem can be quickly resolved.. now the problem is whether to continue this friendship or nt.. no matter wad harsh words i used.. the door will always be open to u to start another new friendship.. but if u dont.. then its ok... i will regret losing such a good friend like u... (i am sure u dont regret losing such a selfish person like mi).. well... i hav nt much close friends beside mi anymore.. ppl sae tt poly life changes tt... but i am nt exactly tt excited to start my poly life? but life got to go on... its still far better than staying at one spot.. even nomads move on to find a more abundant land.. so we shuld too... learn more knowledge so and to be a help to our society in the near future(nahZ... jus pulling ur leg... do u tink i am so serious???? esp the last part.zZz...anyway. i dont dig philosphy...) so far... i hav regreted all my decisions i had made in my life.. sometimes when i look back.. i feel so stupid... but wad to do.. this is me... there is nt i can do... tt's y i will like to turn back the hands of time if i actually could..(who dont?) hiaz.. well.. i still got a long way to lose tt stupid temper of mine.. and always tinking i am right attitude.. i noe some ppl out there will like to gloat abt my mistakes.. so be it... i m imperfect after all... (who's nt) hiaz.. stop here le.. better get to slp b4 my parents come hunting mi... and later tomolo cannot wake up = die le... hehe... take care my friends...
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