well.. todae was so called another "wonderful and perfectly" normal dae... haha... well... todae i hav attempted the silent treatment to everyone... tt means when ppl scold mi, i will choose to remain silent and sae nth... at first it worked... but my mother scolded mi and felt odd.. at first..then after tt, she began to enjoy it... repeating over and over again.. its ok... i kept it all inside of mi... nt to sae anything.. she can sae wadever she wans.. well.. even my friends vent their anger on mi... i dont mind u venting angers on mi... but plz dont ignore mi or said tt i ignored u... i cannot take tt.... they can sae all they like for all i care... my mum... seeing tt i did nt sae anything when she scolded mi, go and complain all the things to my dad...(she's starting to enjoy it...) she go and complain all the things i did lor... cause yesterdae i ate with bernard at 85 until 5 a.m then reach home.. my dad didnt noe anything abt it... until then when he go and walk wif my mum..then now when he suddenly step in the door.. he started scolding mi for using the com.. started throwing my things on the ground.. well... i still chose to remain silent and pray tt they will calm down... they hav no idea how much they are hurting mi... when i sae something, they will use it back against mi... i am always in the wrong... always the stupid one who does nt use the common sense... maybe i am starting to like this "silent treatment".. cause as long as i dont talk.. ppl cannot do anything to mi.. as long as i dont hav expressions on my face.. ppl cannot do anything to mi... well.. ppl can vent their anger on mi for all i care.. as long as they are happy and contented tt they do tt.. i am satisfied.. i sincerly praise the god tt nobody is injured or killed todae... as long as tt dont happens.. tt will be my defination of a perfectly normal dae.. well.. pray hard tt everyone has no problems at all already.. i am begining to look on the brighter side.. and finding out tt my life isnt worth so much at all.. but look at all my friends.. they all hav bright futures ahead of them.. so y nt sacrifice mi so tt they can pursue their goals.. i hav already thought it already... since i hav no goals, ambition or anything... y be a hinderance to the rest and then make them worry abt mi... my onli goal now is to see all my friends be successful and be happy in life.. and healthy always to my parents so tt they can live to a long age... other than tt.. i dont wish for anything much... jus let mi live my daes peacefully jus like every normal dae.. i am serious v v v contented....
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