Argh... being sick is so sick and sian.. i hate being sick.. but nvm.. i dont care anymore... even if i die.. also nobody will care... hiaz... it will eventually heal one lahz... zZz... cough, flu, fever, lack of sleep... hiaz.. so xing ku.. i also dont noe wad to do... maybe later go and play bball i will feel better ba... exercise keeps the blood circulating... haha.. sometimes at home too long u will become crazy jus like mi... feelings all stored inside of mi tt i dont noe wad to sae at all... <-- this absolutely drives u crazy... all methods i hav tried... shouting to the wall.. writing it on a piece of paper and throw it out of the window.. if i continue this.. i will get caught by the police already ba... i hav no one to express to... hopefully.. i will find a friend tt will understand mi when i jus hint him??? hiaz.. but i dont tink tt this is possible in the first place... some things are jus meant for mi to solve for myself.. cannot always depend on the others... i always believed tt obstacles are there to make u stronger dae by dae... if nt.. u are jus like a butterfly with wings but cannot fly...( i will 4ever ur words Mdm Tan G.K... u are like a parent to mi..) i shall end here lahz.. i also dont noe wad to sae already.. everybody is either working or schooling... while i am jus slacking at home.. doing nth resourceful... jus let the time pass ba... even though u hav hurt mi so much.. but u will always hav a place in my heart and i will miss u...
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