Well... everything has been going bad for mi this whole week... firstly... when i go out.. i dropped my money... 10 dollars jus fly off like tt.. zZz... nvmZ... next fall sick with cough, fever, flu, stomachache and headache... well... to be more terrible... i lost my anger on my friend.. well.. i jus wan to let u noe tt i do nt take all the above as an excuse to y i lose my temper... i always regret wad i do... well.. i truly now... is jus tt i feel so helpless now.. i still wan to be friends with u.. but i dont noe wad to do exactly.. i will resolve the matters myself.. i noe u are having a heavy work stress.. i dont mean to blame u or anything.. if there is anything tt i can do make u better.. i am sure to do it.. do nt give up on urself.. cause we hav nv given up on u in the first place... i noe even if i said a million sry also no use.. but i reali wan to continue this friendship with u...i dont tink i can ever fall asleep in peace or laugh again...
I'm Hugged On 9:54 AM
Haha... cant believe tt i one dae can blog twice... well... nth happened... between this period of time.. jus tt friendster suddenly down.. then i also dont noe wad to do.. so come here and blog lor.. URGENT.. read this plz.. some1 plz save mi.. i need more help with this thing... i cannot add ppl to my link.. then when i try to look at other ppl's blog.. also cannot.. saes wad " install activeX before continuing " then my com prompt mi nt to install active X cause it may be a trojan virus.. so wad the hell i need to do sia?? somemore other ppl got all sorts of cool cool music one.. my one is jus like plain and empty spaces everywhere... OMG.. somebody save mi!!! - remy zero- save me.... zZz... so xing ku sia.. cannot even play bball properly... zZz... run for 2 matches onli panting like an idoit down there.. hope i can recover fast fast... hehe(^_^) mum finally found a job... looks like i wil be home alone again... zZz... no one to cook dinner for mi anymore.. sianzsation.. argh... ""mummy".. can u cook for mi???" i guess "mummy" also dun noe how to cook lahz.. haha..."mummy" cant even cook.. how mi and ur granddaughter surivive??? hiaz... die le lahz... miss u.. (^_^)
I'm Hugged On 9:50 AM
Argh... being sick is so sick and sian.. i hate being sick.. but nvm.. i dont care anymore... even if i die.. also nobody will care... hiaz... it will eventually heal one lahz... zZz... cough, flu, fever, lack of sleep... hiaz.. so xing ku.. i also dont noe wad to do... maybe later go and play bball i will feel better ba... exercise keeps the blood circulating... haha.. sometimes at home too long u will become crazy jus like mi... feelings all stored inside of mi tt i dont noe wad to sae at all... <-- this absolutely drives u crazy... all methods i hav tried... shouting to the wall.. writing it on a piece of paper and throw it out of the window.. if i continue this.. i will get caught by the police already ba... i hav no one to express to... hopefully.. i will find a friend tt will understand mi when i jus hint him??? hiaz.. but i dont tink tt this is possible in the first place... some things are jus meant for mi to solve for myself.. cannot always depend on the others... i always believed tt obstacles are there to make u stronger dae by dae... if nt.. u are jus like a butterfly with wings but cannot fly...( i will 4ever ur words Mdm Tan G.K... u are like a parent to mi..) i shall end here lahz.. i also dont noe wad to sae already.. everybody is either working or schooling... while i am jus slacking at home.. doing nth resourceful... jus let the time pass ba... even though u hav hurt mi so much.. but u will always hav a place in my heart and i will miss u...
I'm Hugged On 11:24 PM
Well.. i am nt myself todae... yesterdae play with zeyi DOTA until todae morning 5am.. and slept at 7am.. lolx... my mother was so angry cause i woke her up in her sleep with my laughter... haha.. well.. wad to do? i was dreaming ma.. haha... well.. the dream is a secret.. *teeehhehehee* haha.. woke up half dead.. and now it is going to rain.. so sian.. the TP enrolment form is still nt complete... SianZzZ.. how to complete when they hav stupid stuff like ---> Father's employer's name and address... OMG.. haha.. but once again... THE WORLD IS FAIR!! lolx... haha.. i am sure someone out there will halp mi... hiaz.. going down to TP to submit everything ba.. so at least we noe wad we are short of.. lolx.. waiting for him to come.. so boring sia.. got nth to do... (well.. i also dont noe y i keep saeing boring but i dont wan to go out).. lolx.. bad habit ba.. haha.. The weather is so nice.. feel like sleeping again... lolx... hiaz.... well.. got nth to sae le.. exactly... sometimes talking too much is a crime.. so i shuld keep to myself more often.. somemore i got a walking, living blog le.. haha... v v v good one... but sometimes offline.. haha.. so bo bian.. muz depend on this one... haha.. hiaz.. u hav hurt mi so much... the first time anyone has hurt mi so much in my entire life... jus let the time past and let mi forget u... u will nv ever be able to heal the scars in my heart tt u hav inflicted on mi...
I'm Hugged On 12:34 AM
Wah!!!... friendster also got this le mehz... wah kaoz.. so troublesome sia... haha.. i do hav a blog.. jus nt good enuff to hao lian.. sorri guys... i am stupid in this kinda of thingy... woot... but i will try my best to blog... although it sounds like a gal stuff to blog sia... oops... i keep saeing 'sia' todae... and i abit "grouchy" todae... cannot seem to log into MSN!!! Argh.... stupid man.... hiaz.. i hav been trying like 4 hours but to no avail... hiaz... well... if u cant beat it... join it then.. compromise with it... hiaz.. well.. at least maxonline change to 2000kps todae... but i dont see any difference at all.... hiaz... attempting to use ARES todae but still dont dare... cause i still scared tt i will be caught... hiaz... well... no pain, no gain... but there too many songs i still wan... help guys.. plz rescue mi!!! zZz.... "Monty Python - Always Look On The Bright Side Of Life" hiaz.. well... u dont wan to get raid by the police rite?? haha... well....... todae go back to the sch to vote for the alumni thingy... hiaz.. but instead.. it is a complete waste of time.. hiaz... then after tt we all go and watch movie lor.. go and watch "the eye 10" hiaz... the show is quite ok lahz.. nt scary.. quite humorous... lolx... but dont noe y some ppl keep mumbling abt the show being nt scary and still dont dare to walk home alone... lolx... oops.... who's tt?? omg... lolx.. i dont noe... maybe i was wrong??? mr big, brave, couragous, hao lian and strong guy dont even dare to walk home after watching the movie? hiaz... plz man... take a look in the mirror.. and let mi tell u something... ppl are reali desperate when they are poor... nv return change to ppl and then still sae wan to take cab home.. then in the end i paid 2 bucks and fred paid 1.50.. the cab fare was onli 4 bucks... well... do ur maths.. and u will find out the ans... hiaz... i tink i will stop here ba.... reali boring to the max ar.......... worries for a friend also... and enable to contact her also... zZz... hope tt she is alrite tomolo... (^_^) going to sleep soon le ba.. if nt cannot wake up tomolo....
I'm Hugged On 10:21 AM